Your heart breaks at least three or four times a month when you are caring for your parents, if you are doing it right.
I do not aim with my hand; he who aims with his hand has forgotten the face of his father. I aim with my eye. I do not shoot with my hand; he who shoots with his hand has forgotten the face of his father. I shoot with my mind. I do not kill with my gun; he who kills with his gun has forgotten the face of his father. I kill with my heart."The Gunslinger"
If your heart is broken, don't try to fix it, they work better that way.